Good week so far. Photographed my portfolio and burnt it to cd. Entered a painting into the student art show.
But ive smoked entirely too much already. 14hours yesterday.
But i dont want that to happen again cause im crashing real hard right now.
Well ive gotta run to class then the post office to mail my portfolio to SVA.

Uhm, what? Ive got nothing to say, which is a really bad thing because I should have a lot to say.
Actually I do have a lot to say and the problem is really that im never going to get the chance to say it.
This has changed my life more than most things have.

Its been soo nice for the past three days its made me feel so much better.
It was like a small escape from winter.
I can't wait for this semester to be over and go home for the summer.
Get back to a job I know with some people I know.
Maybe even go back to doing things I used to do.

In all honesty I just don't think anyone cares ( Read more... )

I don't like you, I only ever liked the idea of you ( Read more... )

There are some people I will just never understand and I need to stop trying ( Read more... )

I just let go.

Im very uncomfortable right now and I think this entire week is going to be the same.
I don't even know what I can do about it so this sucks even more.
I need someone to save me from myself.

With bloody fangs
we roam this earth
searching for paradise.
Can you hear it calling?

Im quikly retreating into my winter slumber ( Read more... )