you use people.. except for your very close friends...
but you use people...
me included.
it really angers me. you don't care about anyone,
you only let them think you do so you can get what you need, or want.
i'm really sick of it.
goodbye!

the heart is forever inexperienced. that is what i've learned in the past couple of days. Yesterday i learned that my friend had to get an abortion, she was 6 weeks pregnant. she couldn't tell any of her family. it scares me. it has hit so close to home, i have a feeling it will hit again, maybe even closer. and to make things better, i got a ( Read more... )

Is it possible to be floating and sinking at the same time?
I tend to float like a cannonball....

Spring break was supposed to be relaxing...
able to sort things out,
but now i'm even more confused!

Forgive me for my love,
it only has taught me to lie and deny any feeling for you.

totally awesome...a reflection from within ( Read more... )

i need alone time... but i'm scared.

it's been one year.... and we're now "friends".

so much has happened in one year...
so many times i yearned to hear the words you now say,
but now.... i'm not so sure.
i need more time...
i'm so confused.

clarity fall before me...

hi...
respect?

sensitivity?

laugh out loud

once upon a time...

the end.

what lies between?
and does it end happily ever after?
no, it never does...

and it never will.

some day i'll wish upon a star, and everything will be ok...
send me my saviour to release me from this prison...
BLAH!

i feel worthless,
no,i pretty much am worthless.
with no respect for myself...
fool that i am....
for falling....
into another game of ring-around feelings.
i'm lost.