It has been awhile and time has passed waiting for nobody. It had been a stressful year and its the time of the year where projects, exams and work struck like a volcano meets a tonardo. I have not been putting in my best effort to all 3. I tried to maintain a 9 out of 10 attitude.

I am hoping that mid-August come fast and I am dreading it. Life's ( Read more... )

Some people might have to wait for a lifetime, some people might not even have a chance. And now, I am given this opportunity ( Read more... )

Andy told me an eerie carpark story that send shivers down my spine. Worse still, I have to send them home. In addition to that, I have no one that stays the same area as me and I.. have to go up the carpark myself ( Read more... )

I was angry yet frustrated at the same time. Then mum and dad woke up to talk to me about it. They told me that there are alot of people in this world. Not everybody is as good as they seem to be. I could easily hurl vulgarities at this empty space if I want to. It was till daddy told me, sometimes it isn't too good to explain too much. Life still ( Read more... )

When I receive your text, I find it hilarious. I wanted to throw the question back to you. He is so insignificant to me that I dont see the point in mentioning. We will just do our own usual routine. But since he has already highlighted it to you, I dont see the point in me acting nonchalent anymore ( Read more... )

I was at this road junction when this indian lady keeps yaking on the phone. Naturally I ignored her presence and cross the road. Oh well, the road junction have very weird pattern of their traffic lights. People who knows will try to avoid that junction. The waiting time is ... The main point is that she keeps on yaking on her phone that she did ( Read more... )

Went running yest with S. Something that I havent done in quite awhile. The amount of sweat, the heat that I was emitting was a feeling I havent felt in quite some time. Well, it was as always de-stressing ( Read more... )

I wan to hear my heart pumping.
I wan to use all that strength.
I wan to hyperventilate.

Alcohol didnt work on me.
I dont have coke at home anymore.

I am so hungry right now that I text-texted S if we are even going for dinner tonight. Damn!

E said:
Didn't know so many things happen to you lately. I wouldn't be of much help but doesn't mean I'm not there.

I still have to laugh it off though. Hahs.

I M STILL VERY HUNGRY AFTER I TYPED THIS.

My external world and internal world are at odds, right now.
Being alone may bring me comfort right now, and that's all that matters.