part two ( Read more... )

well it has been more than six months since my last posting, where I agonized about breaking up with ryan. in the end we tooka two week break where we were officially in limbo and then when back to each other. and since then i was the one that had to make all the compromises to keep the relationship alive. i had to tell myself that i had no ( Read more... )

I think I am going to break up with Ryan. This hurts me to do such a thing. I love him, but I don't think we will have the relationship I want. I am ready for a commitment and to take things up to a higher level. But he's not ready. He lives at home and has never spent the night at my house. He is 27. He doesn't know what he wants to do with ( Read more... )

yay! both papers in St. Albert printed my letters to the editor. Now we have a homo jumping into the fray to show that the whole town is not made up of homophobes.

My landlord is ghetto. He has turned off the heat or something and now this place is frigid. I am gonna have to call him and give him shit.

Thank god I have a portable radiator.

lately there have been several gay-bashing letters to the editor in the local paper. so i decided to send them my response. here it is ( Read more... )

as far as I am concerned my boyfriend of 11+ months just stood me up. he was supposed to go to a party with me this afternoon and he called to say something else came up. then i thought well, ok I will get to see him later tonight since i had been planning a get together and a night out at the club with some important friends for a couple of ( Read more... )

hey there. so tonight I am going to go our with my friend Fielding. He's one of those friends that you can have a perfectly good time with on your own, but when you add other people it becomes a disaster. Fielding just can't play nice with large numbers of people. I don't know why. On his own he's quite enjoyable. Maybe it is because he a has ( Read more... )

Well it looks like I am about one entry per month lately. This is mostly because I have no Internet at work ( Read more... )

hey. it has been a long time yet again. i just went out for dinner, for a friend's birthday. they went out for drinks after, but i drove so i didn't think that would be a good idea for me. so i am going to meet them later whn they come across the river to my end of town. we'll go out to the Roost. good beats there ( Read more... )

Ohhh mah gawd I am so very bored. Stupid job, stupid Edmonton, stupid capitalism ( Read more... )