ya this shit sucks...... today i go to swim practice and guess what the coach saz. he askes me is i've been drinking and smoking. i tell him the truth that i don't any more and that i've stopped it. he didn't beleave me. then he told me that autumn had said some stuff about that and that he'd heard it from others. so i fuckin said screw it i quit ( Read more... )

ya curtis has written a poem so i feel like writing it on LJ: tell me what u think.

(no title) i'm yo lazy to come up with one right now
the moon ( Read more... )

yaa i really don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. i love being single yet i miss haveing a girlfriend. i'm not sayin what autumn and i did is upsetting me. i mean i feel alot happier and there is that stress that is now gone. i'm not sayin i don't care for her still its just i think she'll be a better friend then a girlfriend. i love having ( Read more... )

ya i really don't know whats happening to me. i thought my life was going so well. i dunno why but i feel like just shutting the world out again. crawl back into the shell i had spent so hard creating in 9th grade. i know there is so many people who care more than i can mostlikely count. okay i need to go.

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY ( Read more... )

ya there is nobody on-line. well at least that will talk to me or i'll talk to. so yatoday waz a snowday so autumn camw over and we hung out most of the day. we watched 50 first dates then we went to the post office. we had lunch then went to the mall. i got two new lighters. yaaaaaaay well then we watched shrek 2 ( Read more... )

ya so i decided to give autumn a 2nd chance. it is my philosophy that every body deserves a 2nd chance. i know that there are alot of people at school that are really upset but you know what I DON'T GIVE A FUCK WHAT YOU THINK
. i think that doing this is a good idea atleast i hope it is. i'm just not gunna do the same shit as last time but i am ( Read more... )

yes i am here still. i probly should not have done somethings in the past week. i mean i went bindg eating i had a few drinks. but you need to understand that the girl that i cared for the most out of all my girls dumped me. however i didn't go to the drugs i have. i got a note from her saying she wanted a second chance. i decided that she deserves ( Read more... )

i have finally let go of all anger and hostility towards autumn. i am now free ans quear i mean clear. well maybe that wasn't entirly true but forget it. what i truely hate is when you've been single for like a day or two and every girl knows it and they all start flirting and telling you "your hot" and asking for phone numbers. ya but i forgot how ( Read more... )

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay i got to swim. i finally felt like i was home when i was in the pool. i missed it so much. last night when i got in to coach the kids, hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, it felt like i was having sex except i was having it. no i kid. it did feel good though. it made me happy. after what happend monday i was happy. to tell the truth yes i ( Read more... )