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[comablack]

Fuck drugs. I'm sick of using and I'm sick of watching the people around me get destroyed by using. I've felt this way for awhile...but lately i've just noticed that more n more of my friends are become fucking pathetic losers hopelessly devoting their lives to drugs....and I know I can't save them, but I refuse to continue heading towards rock

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[nienna_galathil]

butterbean!

good to hear :)

[phunkiejunkie]

I know exactly what you mean.

hmmm...

[langsuyar]

I came to that same conclusion about three years ago and lost you as my best friend. Good thing I was wrong about you, right? :) BTW, I'm in town until 12/28 but I don't have your #.

[comablack]

Yeah, that's true. And I am a completely different person now than I was then. You'd probably be shocked. But I'd hope you know that there is more to me than my drug use. Even in hindsight I realize my actions have made me who I am, and I like that person. I have recognized the negative aspects from my drug expieriences too. But I dont feel the issue was ever so black and white as I was "wrong" or not doing the "right" thing.

I would love to repair our friendship, but I just want you to realize that there is a human being striving to understand themselves and their world behind whatever actions made your dismissal of me as immature/ignorant/naive/whatever.....

I hope that make sense....I love you....

[get_pretty366]

a ghost from the past

[j_rawk]

drugs open doors in your mind already there. A shortcut or eassy path to an enjoyable state of mind. But you would know better then I if you need that shortcut or more specifically need to depend on it...