1. talking to you makes me feel informed and makes me realize that i have a kindred spirit
2. talking to you makes me feel stupid
3. talking to you gives me butterflies but i dont see that happening after the next time we talk

i can't help but think that i shouldnt be left alone to think

talking with  amanda and elaine about moving to nh or vermont within a few years makes me feel more optimistic about things. i eventually want to live somewhere where my nearest neighbor is a cow. no joke. i want the middle of nowhere. just not the midwest. haha.

im so eager for friday night!!! there arent words.

so much to consider... goddammit! i hate this. i fucking hate it.

tegan and sara was amazing!!!!!!! i can't put into words how great it was. and best of all i got to spend the night with nic. it wouldnt have been the same without her. i missed that girl sooo damn much. besides that, im now more obsessed with tegan quin than ever hahahaha ( Read more... )

i have so much less to worry about now. im very thankful. i can relax for a minute and focus on the necessary ( Read more... )

i feel like i should be more focused on certain things. but im not sure how to get to that point right now.

throat infection+healing tongue piercing+HOOOOOME DEPOT=my weekend kinda sucked.

but its ok cuz things got better last night and good things are coming thursday

friday: chris' birthday. ridiculous amounts of ridiculousness ( Read more... )

might see nic this weekend. might take ashley up to masterpiece and if that happens i might get something done.      :)

chris'  birthday hooray! and miss lauren! go september 12th! happy birthday to both of you!