im excited a s hell cuz i ordered my tegan and sara tickets today!!! fuck yes!!! im more excited for this than any other concert ive ever gone to!

im also happy to have kinda talked to nic. things are smoothing over. which is good. cuz i miss her face.

still havent seen stephanie murphy yet. :( call me?

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i long for more days like yesterday. even in the chaos of the weather and the damper it normally puts on my mood, it was just a serene experience. i spent my morning with skye talking over coffee (tea on my part. im trying to kick caffeine again. for the most part anyway. im cheating this moment actually).  then i hung out with elaine. and things ( Read more... )

so im finally starting to really feel better which is good. i have no patience for being sick. haha... but who does? im also starting to feel better emotionally. maybe its cuz ive been getting everything out of myself. ive been writing a lot lately.  maybe something will come of all of it ( Read more... )

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.  i need a change. i need to leave certain things behing and embrace others. and maybe try something new. if i dont ill go fuckin nuts.

i dont know what i want. i wonder if i ever will.

ive been spending a lot of time by myself lately. i dont know if its a good thing or not. hmm...

i guess i just dont know 

 no more java room. yesterday was my last day. both jobs was too much to handle and home depot gives me enough hours that ill be ok.

ive officially moved to billerica.

i miss people. call me?

i will have no life for the rest of the summer. 2 jobs... craziness.

but for now im at zean's open mic in boston with elaine. good times. good fun. good people. <3

went to las vegas for a few days. it was nice to get away from everything for a while.  havent done much since i got back. hung out with jess, kacey an her new roomates, shawnna, and with elaine almost every day... besides working, getting hired at home depot, and sleeping. so yeah.

stepahnie, call me this week and we'll hang out.

so i had to go to the doctors today and they loaded me up with allergy meds. i hate pills. but i guess i have to deal with it or i wont feel any better.

then kacey and i went to zeans open mic and then back to her place and hung out with her, courtney, ashley, alex, and a girl we met tonight. good times hehe

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school is fucking done!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

spent the day celebrating with elaine.

so... spring needs to be done. mt allergies are so bad that one of my ears is blocked and i can barely hear out of it and my eyes are burning out of my head.