We will never be the same... until you're done....

[comawhite6]

I wish I was better at putting my thoughts into words and letting them flow out of my mouth. I feel like I could sit here through almost anything and not say a fucking word about how I feel.

Meh. Open me up. Spill out my insides.

I'm dry.

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[unkreat1ve]

I'm not sure when it was, but sometime last year I was saying the same thing. So I just got on here and started typing whatever came to my head. It was a super huge post and none of the paragraphs related to each other. It helped a lot though.

[comawhite6]

I want to talk to my mom because a lot of SHIT has been going down at home but... I can't. I can't utter a fucking word when she asks questions. I can't apologize ( I wouldn't anyway bc it'd be a lie) and I can't explain the things I did to her. I can't tell her how I feel... I don't know why. I want to but I can't.

It's staring to get on my nerves.

[unkreat1ve]

It's the same with me. My mom has gone out to the bar every night this past week. When she first started doing it a few years ago, I was like "That's cool, you need a break, go for it. Have a good time!" But now, she does it all the time. She's hardly ever home, and it's just not right. She's got five kids she needs to take care of, and she's never here to do it. I just can't seem to say any of that to her face. I always freeze up and say "whatever".

[comawhite6]

**thing I did... not to her.

[anonymous]

You know I'm here & I'd do anything for you.

I love you~

Katelyn

[comawhite6]

I know. Thank you.

Love you.

[brookewf]

you have to open yourself up.