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[combat_baby_]

I can't stop crying. Which pisses me off. Fuck. Why am I so ridiculous? I knew having feelings was dumb, but I did it anyways and got hurt. I fuckin' know better, man. Stay suspicious, stay safe. First fucking rule, after all. Whatever. I knew he liked someone else. Goddamnit...I'm...stupid. I miss him. Fucking ghey.

Comments

[yougogirl87]

*hugs*.. you're not ridiculous. and having feelings is not dumb. if you don't feel anything and are suspicious and safe, you'll never experience anything. you have to be vulnerable and willing to be hurt. it sucks, but its the only way you'll actually be able to live, fully live. its admireable to care for someone, its admireable to be able to go through this and come out the other end. yes, this sucks now, but you'll probably not feel as sucky for as long as you felt happy with him... so its prolly worth it.. and you know, you'll prolly always miss him. is how it happens when you care for someone. which is not stupid. and yes, it is ghey. but it'll be over at one point and you'll get through it. *hugs*.. hang in there, it will get better. *hugs*

[moonfruit_chick]

*gives much piratey love*...

[implexadyth]

Grr... I may kill him. Maybe. We shall just see... oh yes... chainsaw...hmm

Anyway, love you! And take care of yourself. I will see you in a few days. <2<3