at night i trip without you
and hope i don't wake up
cause waking up without you
is like drinking from an empty cup

all i wanna do is go home. but my home doesnt exist anymore.

nothing ever comes easy.

i cant wait to live in brooklyn again.

worst break ever.

worst life ever.

i realize i only write here when i'm at my parents house. but its because i have no friends in this horrible state, and im often bored ( Read more... )

i feel like this year is gonna be hard, academically and emotionally, knowing that its my last year. i love purchase and as i am anxious to get on with life im sad and scared to leave it.

anyway, lets make this year wild.

purchase is in less than 2 weeks now, and life just suddenly got confusing. i wish things could always be like the past couple days and she wouldnt have to always feel so far away.

new paltz next week, then purchase (!!!)

you are my sweetest downfall, i loved you first. beneath the stars came falling on our heads, but theyre just old light. your hair was long when we first met.

moving back is coming so close. yesterday was the 3 week mark. im so excited. i hate feeling so lonely here. yesterday was my last day of work for the summer and im real siked on that. i just hope i can get a job up by school. marina is done with work on friday so hopefully the party can start back up again ( Read more... )

only 2 and a half more weeks of work and im done for the summer :) i never have to fold another teeshirt again, maybe. and in 3 weeks marina will be done with work and we can go back to our summer of love.

also in 3 weeks i am hopefully going to ocean city with j.barr ! psyched !

&38 days till purchase.