nightmares, they chase each others tails behind my eyelids.
i  wake up, feeling utterly drained and confused.
where do we go when we sleep,
is there a map etched out in our brain which the black ships set sail after.
if so, that is one terrifying shore i would never set my foot on if i could help it.
unfortunately, i can not help it. i am asleep. 
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so this is my day off, hence i finally have the time to show off alfonso 
(whom i finished a few weeks ago) in his full glory.
i picture alfonso as being st peters special pet.
he aids him in guarding and keeping the keys opening the pearl gate.

st alfonso.


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im home alone for the first time in ages.
jimmy went down to ystad to sort some stuff out and spend some quality time with his family.
 unfortunately i couldnt come along because i have to work work work.
so, it is just me and phaedra here- eating strawberries.
but today was a big day indeed because my parents surprised me with a new car! 
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finally got my roots bleached, and lengths dyed black again. 
they had turned into some poopish looking shade i just couldnt wait to get rid off.
you are all taking notes right?
super exciting.

since im off work a couple of days, ive been walking igor twice today. once by myself and once in the company of mom.
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feast your eyes upon these babies!


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so, valborg was interesting to say the least.
like most of my fellow countrymen i drank myself into a blind stupor and ended up a sad mess.
though the bonfire only was about five minutes away 
from where we were sitting on the grass in haga,
no one could be arsed going.

the funniest part of the evening was when erik hit himself,
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finally; april. the last month winter has the shivering swedes caught in its chilly claws.
now spring stands ready, itching to snatch that season torch.
ground is completely sprinkled with brave little flowers, defying the cold nights. touching, eh?

yesterday i finally got a job interview ( Read more... )

there is so much beauty to behold if you are willing to see. my soul has been barren for so long. torn apart by bitterness and doubt. but now little seeds of silver moon light are planted in that dry core. i long for the breath of spring. one can always dream, right?

i have even had the patience to be a bit creative;

bone brooch.


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"credo quia absurdum est” is latin for “i believe because it is absurd”.
i will leave it at that.


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me and jimmy have finally gotten rid off the freeloading punk that has been allowed causing havoc in our lives for far too long.
well, now you are persona non grata. congratulations you hole.
during a rather bad timing, due to the stress caused by the previous mentioned hole,
we traveled down to ystad to visit jimmys family (his niece turned four).
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