i promised the sweet candy kills (http://www.candykillsdolls.info.se/) 
that id show her my newest dolls.

lose yourself in my eerie stare.


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what would be the point of keeping a journal if not to whine in it?
the last weeks have been a proper pain. in the anus, if you will.
a tiresome marathon of break downs and hysterical outbursts. tears do fall. 
in the woods at night i have been calling out for my daemon, 
challenging even  threatening him to reveal himself.
if you want to rise ( Read more... )

i should be dyeing my hair right now,
should have, could have, would have been.

but instead im attempting to write a shiny new entry,
i say attempting because i feel live journal has a personal vendetta against me 
and sabotage my entries- probably while ejaculating and shrieking with laughter.
you understand my concern.

i finished my last internship ( Read more... )

tonight i will light candles for all of those who have gone before.

"...you who gives birth to the fallen, teach me to know  
that in the time of the greatest darkness
there is the greatest light..."

happy samhain/halloween everyone!


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i turned 23 last saturday,
the celebration was traditional with family dinner followed by party time with friends.
i got so many nice things.
(cant be arsed listing them all, but top two would be:
a pink ipod nano and a pink nokia 6111 cell phone)

and also special things from special people that i will always treasure;
like a human bone necklace, a sheep ( Read more... )

today was better than yesterday, when i was far from feeling merry.
spent the day at mom and dads place, writing an essay for school.
in the afternoon i went for little stroll with mom and igor 
and we found  loads of apples on the ground.

i am so excited about autumn. october has finally come.
ive bought one pumpkin already, it is covered in what ( Read more... )

many evenings have been spent down by the lake.

the sun stole my nose.


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some pictures from last week when anton came by with electra.

the joker and electra.

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sunday and grey skies.

it is all a blur.


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yesterday was a complete waste of time.
(douglas wouldnt stop chanting tick tock in the back of my head).
and it still lingers in the form of a slight hang over-  desperately trying to waste some time today as well.
but that is one puny monster who will be slain before ever leaving its cave.
my secret weapon being a dark mysterious brew, aka red cup ( Read more... )