Things become often very difficult when you finally figure out someones true feelings toward you. It's hard to believe you can really love someone let alone multiple people. I've found that it comes a lot easier than one could really ever think unless already experienced. I've been in love before and now am once again. The difficult thing about ( Read more... )

So, I've noticed that I spend way too much time thinking. Not about anything specific really, everything and nothing at all. Most often I find myself spending a lot of free time thinking about what I want to do with my life. I often wonder if there is a specific purpose for my life. I would like to believe I was put on this earth for a real reason ( Read more... )

My life has changed so much since my last entry. In 2 years I've lost and made friends, moved and so many other events. I made sure I read through all my entries from the past years before I decided to continue. Reading through those entries there were plenty of things I don't remember as clearly now. That's just how life works though you can't ( Read more... )

ok so Im not even sure how to explain this really. So I guess Ill start from the very beginning. Im dating this guy. really sweet and everything I want...I think. He says all the time that my bestfriend annoys him. They used to be good friends even before me and him started dating which is fine except he liked her before he liked me. Now it makes ( Read more... )

so I havent wrote in a while but I have some time to kill right now because I am bored and cant sleep ( Read more... )

Alright so I have this turtle and his name is tex. I love him so much. Matthew(my boyfriend) got me him from texas and ever since then I have been really into reptiles and fish. I really want to get a bigger tank for Tex to swim in and use the old tank for a rat. I don't know why I want a rat but I do. Anywho, I just had to go out and buy a new ( Read more... )

so I am having one of those moments of on the verge kind of feelings and I am not liking it so much. I want to crawl into the darkest place I can find and hide until morning but I cant do that so I did the next best thing and now I am typing on here to try to make myself feel better I think I will once I get some sleep. I am however excited for my ( Read more... )

I was reading this morning and found myself in a part of the book that was particularly saddening....A young girl in the novel died in a car accident.....There is speculation that she commited suicide....That led me to think about death itself. In the book the characers talk about life and death. They refer to a labyrinth to symbolize suffering. ( Read more... )

YAY!!! I am back for now at least.....ok so we have been without power for a week now and I just got it back today which by the way is frickin awesome...I didnt do a whole lot over the time without power.... we had to go over to my aunt's house for a few days It was ok there I guess....At one point we had 17 people all in one room to sleep and it ( Read more... )

My heart dies alone ( Read more... )