Family is one of the most important things in my life. But, when you find out that someone IN YOUR FAMILY is talking shit about you behind your back..you begin to wonder, right? yeah. so do i. Some people are so fucking judgmental of someone they've met once, or NEVER met. i really love that. really, i do! i love how it's said BEHIND my back, that ( Read more... )

There are those times where one wishes they could turn back time, change things to make them turn out the way that they believe they are supposed to turn out. and then there are those other times you that you are happy with the outcome of all sorts of situations. well, im in between all that, as well as most people. There are reasons i want to turn ( Read more... )

So last night, the c7 minus shannon, met up at mias house for her birthday. flanagan and a buncha his friends were there, and all of mias family. so we chilled out there for a little bit. sang, had some cake and such, we were invited to go to flanagans friends party..so, we say we'll go n' whatnot. then we started wondering, "is mias mom gona let ( Read more... )

So, It's been a few days since i've last written in this. School started up once again on Monday!! I was excited to go back, in a way, because I was getting bored hanging around doing nothing. But, Now I want it to all end. HaHa! My Math teacher, Prof. Michev, well..you can't understand a word he says, English is his 3rd language. his first is ( Read more... )

Thursday was the "dave and stephanie" day.. it was great!! went off as a rough start though haha. at 9 in the morning i got in contact with dave, and he said we are still going to maureens kitchen so i was excited. he said he'd be at my house @ around 10-1015, so i said okay. so i get up get ready, at like 10:10 i get a call..he was stuck on the ( Read more... )

Lately Dave & I haven't been able to spend that much time together, and when we are able to hang out its for 2 maybe 3 hours. and today was supposed to be a day where me and him hang out for a good part of the day, so i went to his house at 5..after i dropped off brother and sister at dads, then at 7 he had work, so i went with him. 830 i hada ( Read more... )

On friday night i hung out with Dave all night, we were supposed to go to poker night at his friends house, but it was canceled, so we watched some funny videos on the computer then watch tv, and then a movie "It" which was the stupidest thing we've ever seen lol. I went home around 2am. and then on saturday i woke up around 3, went to dads around ( Read more... )

Tonight i watched "The Little Black Book" with Britney Murphy in it. & it was really good and it really got me thinking about things.  in the movie this girl joyce said something like, "if you leave things a mess and never fix it, it hurts..forever" boy oh boy is that true!! whether its a friendship, or a past relationship..it's sooo freakin' damn ( Read more... )

Have you ever had someone who you care about more than anything & they are going through a rough time. and you feel as if there is no way for you to help, other than you saying "if u  need me, im here to talk" and then when u say that you feel that's not enough? that's how i feel. first i get mad, because i get an attitude and i get a feeling im ( Read more... )

Things change; feelings change; people change

you can go through years and years of doing something; or going after something. & never recieve what it is that you want. So, eventually you loose your train of thought which shows that you've moved on, that things changed, that feelings changed, and that you (as a person) has changed...whether its a ( Read more... )