It's to fucking hot....
It 100 degrees right now, but with humidity it feels like 115 degrees.
Ew.

So, Dave & I went to Ozzfest the day before yesterday. It was fucking AWSOME! It was so much fun & everything. I have never seen so much blood in my life, Which made it even cooler. I got to see my favorite band Atreyu, Which they diffinetly owned. Then Fucking Disturbed & System of a Down fucking Owned too ( Read more... )

I feel like crying right now.
Actually, I'm holding in me crying right now.

I'm to fucking skinny, I want to gain weight but it's impossible.
What the fuck.

No matter how much I eat, I lose weight.

Looking in a mirror & seeing how skinny I am makes me sick.

Today was my first day of work. (I work in the deli department at Andy's Market.)
I had to be there at 8am, which sucked but whatever. I get there & EVERYONE I work with is wicked nice. I became friends with everyone within like the first 15 minutes. Except for this girl Ashley, we became like best friends within the first 5 minutes, which is ( Read more... )

Yes it's true!

I got a full time job!!!

It's not at Starbucks either. I had an interview there today But they said they'll call me back.

Then Andy's Market called me today & I had an interview at 2pm, & I got hired on the SPOT!

I'm so happy & excited!

I start Wednesday & I work Wednesday, Thurday & Friday from 8am to 2pm!!

I'm so happy

Today I didn't really do much but it was still a good day.

Dave called me & woke me up. I love being woken up to his voice.
We talked for awhile, then he had to go.

I layed in bed for a bit, then got up, ate, & had a cigarette with my father.

I talked to Dave on AIM alot.

Then my knee started hurting because it wicked fucked up so I had to go laydown & ( Read more... )

I am unusually happy right now. Probably because DAVE IS COMMING HOME FROM R.I. TODAY!! He's going to call me right when he get's home.
God I miss that boy! I can't wait to talk to him, & see him.

I have an interview at Starbucks on Monday at 11am. WOO WHO!!

Yeah, I'm happy.
I'll be even more happy when Dave come's home!!

So I have been missing Dave like Woah.
But he made me so happy. He called me the night before last from Rhode island!
I was so happy he called me. He told me he missed me alot & hearing my voice makes him feel better. I was wicked happy. I felt the same though. Hearing his voice made me feel so much better. *Sigh* Yeah, I'm inlove. <3

Other then that ( Read more... )

On Saturday Dave left for Rhode Island for 9 days.
Of course I didn't want him to leave but never once did I tell him that. I want him to see his friends he like never see's & I want him to have fun.
But I also want him with me.

If I don't talk to Dave for one day, I get depressed...I know, That's bad, but Dave is my everything.

So before he left on ( Read more... )

So, what has happened lately?

Practicly nothing because my life is pretty much a big pile of NOTHING!

But something I did realize is, the life I'm living now isn't really working out for me. So Since I can't just throw this life away & go buy a new one, I've decided to make some changes to make this life work for me.

The things I will keep in my life ( Read more... )