So I slept over my friend Ash's house on Tuesday Wednesday & Thursday.
It was fun.
She is deffinetly the best friend I could ever ask for.

We saw Dave every day before he had work & after.
Dave & I had sex like 468376537 times & it was GREAT! Like usual.
I'm so inlove with Dave.
We're so perfect for eachother.

He makes me so fucking happy!!

Our 1 Year ( Read more... )

Lately for the most part I've been doing good.

-I went out to eat with my Parents & my Nephew Jeffrey yesterday.

-I got a really cute new purse & a really cute new wallet that is pretty Big(long) so I won't have to fold my money anymore...Thank god. I hated doing that.

- I fucked up my back at work last night.

- Today at work was really busy but really ( Read more... )

Today is mine & Dave's 10 month Anniversary. <333

2 more months & its a year!!

Yeah, we're gunna get married & die old together.

So, Everything is perfect right now ( Read more... )

I worked ALOT today! & I worked my ass off...Thats a first.
I also got promoted.

I miss Dave. I can't wait to see him
Everything is okay between us now. <3 ( Read more... )

So Dave made me really depressed today.

I don't want to get into detail...
But I've been crying since like 2pm, when he called me.

I love him more then anything but today he didn't show that he loves me.
He basicly chose his ex-girlfriend over me(Not for relationship wise of course, Him & I are still together.).

He really knows how to make me feel like ( Read more... )

So Dave slept over my house from Sunday to Wednesday again. <3

That boy makes me happy.

We also hung out with my friend Ashley & shit. Which was awsome cause I like never hang out with anyone except for Dave.

Thankfully Dave forced me to stay at Ashley's work & wait for her to get out so I could see her.

I have the most amazing boyfriend in the world. ( Read more... )

In a way I feel like Dave can do better then me.
I feel like, I'm not pretty enough, or my boobs aren't big enough.
I feel like he deserves better then me, but I don't want him to have better then me, I want him to have me, always & forever, but for some reason, I feel like Thats not going to happen. I'm scared I'm going to lose him.

I'm scared I'm ( Read more... )

Ugh, I'm in such a good mood!!
Lets hope it last.

So everything feels like it's starting to fall into place, But everytime everything seems like it is starting to fall into place it all comes crashing down on me, So first off, lets hope that doesn't happen this time, & second off, If/Untill it does come crashing down, I'm going to be in an awsome ( Read more... )

I don't really know whats going on lately. Everything is happening to fast or to ramdomly.

I lost my Job at Andy's market. I really don't care. But I did cry because I felt like I let everyone(My family & Dave) down. But Andy is a fuck bag & I'm happy I'm not working for him anymore.

I called the Simsbury Inn. & I have a job there now. Yeah I know, ( Read more... )