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ill always love you.

I hope..
one day everything will be okay

because we only have one life,
and people aren't replaceable.

There's things I want to say,
but I cant, even now
because I don't think we're on the same page.

keeping all of this inside hurts

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Tonight after work, instead of going to Halley's, I just went home.

Here I am at home and I have absolutely nothing to do.

[I typed that and then never elaborated or posted might as well now..]

no one understands how my body can allow me to stay awake 3 days at a time.. I do. It isnt because my body wants to, or can even handle it, its because my mind won't give it a rest, not even after 3 days ( Read more... )

This is the only place I can be me.. I let the truth be told and not feel remorse over it. I mean, why should I? no one reads this thing. This journal is a habit I used to feel bad about in high school, but now I try and find a computer every time I don't have anyone to talk to ( Read more... )

More and more, I get overwhelmed by feelings that I don't belong where I am. A lot of the time it happens when I'm alone. I guess thats why I am never at my mom's.. Right now Sam left to work, I was still sleepy so he left the key for me to lock up. Halley went to take Moses to get some stuff done I guess. So here I am, alone again, feeling out of ( Read more... )

I had yesterday and I have today off from work. Its days like these that I really miss what we had, not even as a couple, but just as friends. We used to go out to lunch, jump in the car and go somewhere just to walk around, lay in bed and nap all day or watching movies.. Now it seems like sometimes we're both stranded but together in solitude.. I ( Read more... )

I guess, even in the 80's people were saps..

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