okay okay....seriously now this one is pointless but I'm sad...

[comfterbly_numb]

Derek said in his lj that he might move in with his dad...:'( I don't want him to, but I guess if it'll make him happy. But then I'll NEVER NEVER get to see him. This all sucks dick so much. I hate it. Sorry that this was a really short and pointless update to you. But it means EVERYTHING to me. and it's not pointless to me. Im gonna go. I just

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Don't be sad

[wishin4thestars]

Hey carlie... Its alright im not going ot leave you, you can love me

hah

Peace
Heather

Re: Don't be sad

[comfterbly_numb]

aww man thanks heather. I know you'll always be there. And I now realize that you always have, and I just pushed you aside for other things. Im sorry for that and I love you. You know I'm always here to talk to, and that I don't say repeat things that aren't supposed to/ don't want to be repeated. You can talk to me WHENEVER!
Toodles, I'm here for you, like you're there for me,Carlie.
peaCe.

[antianything]

He said he's still going to West, calm down, love.

[comfterbly_numb]

Yea, but that's besides the point. Not like I can hug or kiss him at school. My mom has some crazy issues with hating him, and has people SPYING on us. yea crazy let me tell ya. So the farther he moves, the harder and less chances I will ever get to see him. this is all just a big ol' bummer. "I just want to be happy here sometimes!" (and he does make me happy! I was just a "fool" and lost it way back when.)
Toodles,bummer all around, Carlie.
peaCe.

[antianything]

I thought you two kids were.. over and uber pissed at eachother? Emilee is confused.

[freedom4sale]

We r 4ever in <3

[wishin4thestars]

thats cute derek