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just reread everything from the past six years. six years. six years. six years. where the hell did the time go? im not really sure anymore either. everything has changed. i have new friends. i have a new life. i work a lot. i live in brooklyn. im completely unsure of my happiness. i dont think im doing what i should be doing with my life. im ( Read more... )

wow, i cant believe i remember my password. lets do this.

that last entry was a little harsh. i feel like i should maybe delete it. but in all honesty... it was the best remedy in order for me to get out some serious aggression. ive been going through hell lately. i feel like the month of september was quite possibly the worst month of my life. i say that it was the worst due to several poor decisions ( Read more... )

your constant struggle to remain the center of attention is alarming and in all honesty....disgusting. you are not any better than the people you surround yourself with. & if that means you want to fuck an out of work 21 year old single mother while your girlfriend sleeps at her house 10 minutes away then by all means...go for it. you should be ( Read more... )

im ready to forget about this week. everyday has been terrible except for cinco de mayo. its time to go have dinner with the girls in lower chelsea....drink at the bar & watch the spurs kick some ass. i need to forget about everything right now & have a fucking amazing night.

oh btw....stop being selfish. you arent just hurting yourself.

CINCO DE MAYO! get fucked up!!

went to a Met's game. amazing seats. loved it. kinda wished it would have been the yankees but thats okay. school is over soon and im bummed to leave my amazing friends but stoked to eat tacos at 3 am with my best friends. jims smoking section here i come. my rents are coming up on the 17th to chill and go to a yankees game! im so excited to see ( Read more... )

most terrible night of my life. i wish i was in jasons bed right now ( Read more... )

what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck am i doing? WHY WONT IT WARM UP HERE? i dont want it to be cold anymore. i want 80 degrees and flip flops. i cant wait to go home next weekend. MC is coming to the city from tuesday-saturday to hanggggggggg! and then we get on a flight back to satown saturday afternoon. i cant wait to have some familiarity ( Read more... )