this summer has been ok...went to cali for a week..had to go to theme parks 3 days in a row..which i hated..but sam wanted to :/ we go through mood swings..sometimes i wonder what it would be like to not be with him anymore..i would be fine but the thought of him with another girl would eat me up so i keep him around haha i mean drunken 1 night ( Read more... )

so im off to north dakota kids ( Read more... )

so skool is hopeless ( Read more... )

sam was suppose to take me to the zoo today..but WOW comes first..stupid raids and shit taking up his time..and i dont like the people he plays with..their stupid and nerdy and think they are hillarious and all they do is talk about stupid shit..and i think its ridiculous that sam can hang out with those people on vent ALL DAY LONG..but he doesnt ( Read more... )

i should be doing my homework..but im a procrastinator(sp ( Read more... )

so life is stupid as usual..i cant wait till next semester when i get my refund check from the great state of texas...cuz ima get the fuck outta elpaso for the summer..CALI here i come..ill go alone if i have to..cuz i seriously doubt sam will have enough money ( Read more... )

so for my birthday sam bought me a ring and what do i do my dumbass forgets it in the restroom after washing my hands..i didnt know how much that ring meant to me until it was gone..i put up flyers and stuff around campus i hope and pray that the person that took it returns it to me..

epcc tuiton....$304
utep tuiton....$1600
parking sticker at epcc....$5
parking sticker at utep....$150
getting over $5000 in refunds....priceless

ahhhh i fucked up...i bought something for sam on ebay and upon closer examination it looks nothing like the one i wanted to get him...gahhhh!!!

im picturing me driving down the streets of new york on a rainy day listening to some postal service ( Read more... )