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commie88

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Sep 26, 2005 18:32

My heart beats in my head, in my feet. I feel like my chest is rising several feet into the air. It is so loud that I can't sleep at night. I feel like I could explode. It's worse though when the room spins. I squeeze my hands tight over my eyes and pray for it to stop. Sometimes it does, but when it doesn't there is nothing to do but lay on ( Read more... )

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commie88 September 27 2005, 02:55:20 UTC

I will. I hope you're having a good year.

zyuriko September 27 2005, 01:15:56 UTC

You can always ask for help.

commie88 September 27 2005, 02:55:03 UTC

The consequences of asking for help so far have been too bad for me to keep doing that.

zyuriko September 27 2005, 03:23:33 UTC

Maybe you're asking the wrong people.

rachieroni September 27 2005, 04:47:08 UTC

I know we really dont know each other... but Ive been where u are... dealing with it ure self will not help, trust me. Find people who understand and care... if they truely care, they will understand and want to lessen your burden. Thats how you know who ure true friends are. If they can't stand seeing u the way u are now, they want to help. Call me if u ever need to talk, sometimes talking to someone who's a stranger can help... call me if u need to talk...314-2258 You dont deserve to be unhappy, u deserve better! Hang in there hun...

mitchman4 September 27 2005, 06:49:26 UTC

I agree with the person that commented above. You should reach out for help, you can only handle things inside yourself for so long. Handling everything inside of you only results in 1 thing. That is that you will get stuck in a bad cycle, you'll bottle everything up inside yourself and you'll be ok for a while (how long it depends) then eventually one day you'll be where you are now, lost and unsure how to go, then you'll go back to keeping it inside and starting the cycle up again ( ... )

zyuriko September 27 2005, 17:19:31 UTC

We're her true friends. We don't know how to deal with this. We're not professionals. The only thing we can do is listen, but she has to be willing to talk. Lord knows if I could help her more than I can, I would, but unfortunately I can't.

mitchman4 September 27 2005, 19:08:12 UTC

I apolgize as I look at my post my comments may have sounded harsh to anyone that has been there, and has listened ( ... )

tanguia27 September 27 2005, 19:56:55 UTC

Sammy you know I will always be there for you. You don't want me to come home- that's fine. Do you want me to get a cell phone so you can call me when you need to? I guess what I want to tell you is that you have in no way jeopardized our relationship. I love you just as much as I did before and nothing will change that. I hope you feel better and that you can find the help that you need.