You could say life itself is a stupid tradition --- Pretty in Pink

So apparently when your ankle swells to twice its normal size and your leg turns red to the knee, you shouldn't reason to yourself that you probably just "sprained it sometime and don't remember". Instead you should take note that perhaps the inch deep heel gouge you obtained by wearing your on-their-death-bead chucks for several weeks got ( Read more... )

My heart beats in my head, in my feet. I feel like my chest is rising several feet into the air. It is so loud that I can't sleep at night. I feel like I could explode. It's worse though when the room spins. I squeeze my hands tight over my eyes and pray for it to stop. Sometimes it does, but when it doesn't there is nothing to do but lay on ( Read more... )

You guys may or may not have noticed that I haven't really been around lately. It's nothing personal, I'm just depressed as fuck and don't often feel up to being around people. It's actually kind of scary. I've never been depressed before, but it's like I have no dreams and I don't really ever want to get out of bed again. I know that I'll go ( Read more... )

I know I haven't updated forever... and that this is not going to be my stellar comeback update. But I'm going to make it anyway basically because no one is online to talk to and I feel the need to share the news ( Read more... )

So what do you know, I did have to watch high tension. And it was pretty much the most disturbing movie I have ever watched. I had to watch Mr. and Mrs. Smith alone in a theater for 400 afterwards and I kept looking behind me to make sure no one was coming to kill me. Ah the joys of being paraoid as fuck. Some days, like today I just want to ( Read more... )

A lot of stuff has been changing lately for me. I got promoted at work which means I have to wear a ridiculous looking suit. I feel like such a poser, like I'm just faking my position of authority. OH well. The extra money is nice I suppose. Last night I realized some things about my friendships. I don't know what to say about that, just that ( Read more... )

I've had a lot of time to think lately, what with working at the theatre and doing entirely unstimulating things for hours each day. I think I'm kind of depressed but somehow it's not because my mind is messed up, it's because the world is so entirely tragic. I've also been sucking at life hardercore than usual Example: Yesterday I am supposed to ( Read more... )

I had such a blast at prom that I completely forgot about college...and registering for my classes on Saturday. Fortunately my roommate reminded me about it tonight, so I am still enrolled in college!

I have recently discovered a new ridiculouos thing to be paranoid about. I have finally grown up in the minutest way and stopped dating/leading on boys that I know I don't want a relationship with. So now instead of spending way too much time hanging out with and worrying about boys I am filling my time with much more productive activities. I've ( Read more... )