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number 2, a severed artery and lead poisoning
She doesn't believe me when I say that I am leaving. She doesn't believe I will do it. She has never seen me walk away. She has never seen me give up hope, so she does not think I can just quit her. She does not think I will walk away ( Read more... ) -
Eternally
I'm just upset with _______________, who is no longer bringing out the best in me. In fact, ________ no longer brings anything. ____________ seems to just...take...without any regard to the fact that someone out there--somewhere, and maybe even me, might have real feelings.
I am not a selfish person, and I do not try to cause others pain. I try ( Read more... ) -
my black baby
Today is not the bestest day. Kaya dog has a tumor that has to be removed. $700. Then I find out if it's cancer...fucking lame.
My dog is not sick.
My dog is not dying.
My dog is everything. -
Got a home, anybody?
Life is grand. We just need a new place to live--SOON. The tiny apartment has become cramped. My plants that live inside are dying because sunlight does not exist in caves. My clothes are growing out of the closet. My panties like the floor better than they like the drawers. The sinks are backing up and overflowing. The carpets get soaked ( Read more... ) -
green & pink & polk-a-dot panties
Down, backbiter.
Down. -
I'm sorry if sober isn't as exciting, it just is, okay?
Oh , fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. I just can't get over it. I can't. I have the best fucking job I've ever had in my life, and I'm actually happy to go into work every day. I continually am thankful for...my position. So what is my first instinct? What do I want to do more than anything else once I report to duty? To fuck my boss' brother ( Read more... ) -
Detox Queen
Nothing is too personal, right? My ass is fine. There's nothing growing off of my cunt or anything...I just, well...I've surprised myself. Ever so often you hear me bitch, a little quip, a little moan, a bit of animosity about "having" to be sober. This isn't taxi cab confessions. I just, wow--I think I've really done it this time. That ( Read more... ) -
that last week sighting
Did you guys get to see it? The eclipse. The red moon. The Earth's shadow overtaking the sun's energy.
I really wanted to, but I was so fucking tired. So I fell asleep. Autumn figured she could stay up until 3:00 a.m. by just wishing, but she fell asleep.
Then at 2:58 my cell phone starts dinging. It keeps chiming. It won't fucking stop, and ( Read more... ) -
new blood
My new blood must be inspiring me to love me. I've masturbated nine times since I went to bed last night.
Thirty second orgasms, what a fucking queen. -
yes, i was one of the walking dead
I was absent because of a drug problem, but this latest round of absences is a little more frightening. I had been feeling shitty--really shitty for at least three weeks. I was tired, lethargic, jaundice, eerily pale, my head was throbbing after I'd take two steps in any direction, my eyesight was actually disappearing so that when I woke up ( Read more... )