What's up with the dumbass fuzzy slipper ad on the lj homepage?  When did everything become so furry and cheap ( Read more... )

The earthquake last night rattled me out of my sleep.  I felt a huge thrust, and as my body was jolted awake, all I heard was a loud crash that sounded like a semi barreling into our building and windows shaking.  I heard everything on the shelves shifting, and once it stopped, all I heard was my heart beating...and Autumn and Kaya snoring.  ( Read more... )

Maybe all of this would make sense.  Maybe it wouldn't seem so stupid or so unnecessary if we were in Virgoville.  I'm late to work because my                leaves the house with her set of keys and mine--after I asked her, "Where are my keys?" and she said, "They're in the kitchen."

Unnecessary.  They'd never left her pocket, and I've never left ( Read more... )

Oh my fuck, it's 12:30, and I'm still sober.

Shoot me.

Tonight was perfect.  I reconnected with such an amazing grrl, and I felt completely okay chalk-dusting the sweetness of her soul.  The infamous Mercedes.  Politics like pin-pricks that say "I'm right" with every point they make.

I am glad for new beginnings.

I am pleased with putting a book down once I get to the middle, knowing I can pick it up ( Read more... )

Everything will be okay.

There are tricks to avoiding sadness and melancholy ( Read more... )

I am reconnecting--with everyone, with myself--and it's making me happy.

This is something I should have done a long time ago, but it is happening now for a reason.  Every action has a place.

Every reaction fills the gap of grace.

i was happily surprised by someone tonight, who in the midst of a strange disagreement of personas, said, "i'm still yr friend," and "get over here.  i don't want you alone by yourself feeling crappy."

i love you, and thank you.

understanding.

It is a womyn.  It is womyn.  They are everything.

You see, I've been submerged in so much masculinity lately that I am forgetting the power behind pussy.  I am forgetting the power behind my own pussy, and that happens when you let the important feminine aspect of your life fade away.

Lately I've had more resentment toward womyn, and I've found ( Read more... )