I am going to be a burlesque dancer. I don't know how. Or when. I just know i will. Here is a list of stage names i've come up with. Feel free to add to the list and let me know which one(s) you like.
Chloe Sussex (my cat's name + street name)
Casey Sussex (my dog's name)
Contessa/Cuntessa VaVoom
Pearl Button (sounds like the name of a vibrator...and ( Read more... )

yesterday my eyes welled up while i was mopping the floor at work because i couldn't remember john's last name. still attached. still so attached. fuckin get over it already will ya?
tomorrow is my last day of my undergrad career. i also have my last/only exam tomorrow on dance history. its worth 15% of my mark. i can't bring myself to care or ( Read more... )

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i have a date. oooo weee. i'm excited! (and i promised myself i will not let ANYTHING go past making out....need to keep him wanting mo!)

tonight i'm at jeanine's apartment watching tejha so that jeanine and colin could go to a masquerade ball at york. after work i came over, helped her pick out her outfit, ironed her pants, did her hair and makeup, while colin asked if his shirt needed to be ironed and if his vest looked okay with a missing button. i even gave them the keys to my ( Read more... )

ahh lj. happy new year to ya! for those who don't know, it is a pipe dream/fantasy of mine to be a burlesque dancer. even though i haven't the slightest clue how to be one. i do bellydance once a week though and last month my instructor asked me if i wanted to perform in her show. i said i wasn't ready/good enough and declined the invitation. the ( Read more... )

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i feel low when i search for men online. its not just about getting dates. ultimately, i seek justification, acceptance, approval, validation. i want to feel wanted, even if by strangers. when i don't meet anyone, or have meaningful conversations, i feel stupid, sad and as though i'm wasting my time. i message guys that i think are interesting ( Read more... )

must update for own sake..ahhh. so much to say. what a good weekend! it was my mom's 50th birthday on saturday so my dad planned a surprise weekend of fun. saturday night we went to see the just for laughs comedy tour at massey hall. i was pumped. my mom's depression has been getting steadily worse as it gets darker and colder, and i know the value ( Read more... )

i'm not quite sure why i make these posts..cuz it seems no one ever wants to come (except for you this time rose)..haha but i'll do it anyway.
The Most Serene Republic
Saturday November 26th at Lee's Palace with In Flight Safety and Debaser
12.75 in adv (that includes service charge, i already bought mine!)
Stars
Friday December 16th @ Lee's Palace ( Read more... )