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i'm currently babysitting by myself. so far so good. no cries. but man does her poop STANK! i'm talkin she's fartin up a storm and when she's done i changed her butt and even after i threw the offending diaper outside, the room still smells like arse. but i forgive her cuz she's so effin cute.

ever since going to the art show/queenshead on thursday night i've felt so out of place among my own friends. very distant. i don't feel like i belong. i don't feel fun. i don't know what to say. its like the less frequently i see them the more awkward it is. so i've retreated and become hermit-like. and i hate it. i feel like even more of a loser ( Read more... )

woah ho ho and a bottle of rum. hello journallers. just in case there's anyone on here who'd like to know (and doesn't already) it is my birthday on thursday and i would love love love love it if you would join me at system soundbar that night. its been a while since i've shaken my ass in a club so i'm very excited.
in other news. i'm lazy so this ( Read more... )

I HATE READING GOOD BOOKS! why? for the simple and obvious fact that they end! what the hell! haha. i don't want to stop reading if i love the book. i want it to continue forever. have the main character live until old age. pass away. and then continue the story following their child. haha. i just finished a really good book. she's come undone by ( Read more... )

i hate john. no, i don't. i hate that i still think about him. i hate that i wonder if he has a girlfriend or is seeing someone new. i hate that he never comes online, doesn't answer his phone (the whole 3 times i've called), doesn't call back (he has caller id) and i hate how i wonder if he's avoiding me. or if he's blocked me. or just that he has ( Read more... )

Good = drinking the last bit of chocolate milk from the carton.
Bad = realizing the milk you just drank was sour by the aftertaste of rotten carcasses left in your mouth.
lately i've been feeling like crap physically. i wake up tired every day no matter how many hours of sleep i get, i get neck pains, back pains, leg pains, ankle pains. i know its a ( Read more... )

so i got so excited about the burlesque show, told everyone and their dog about it, got dolled up for like two hours with jeanine and my sis and of course, just like prom years ago, i was let down when i got there. it was a fun night, don't get me wrong, my expectations were just too high. i expected more people. a bigger venue. to get drunk. to ( Read more... )

today was my day off so i made an appointment with danny at reactive ink to get touched up. i headed downtown with jeanine and when i got there he looked at my back, said it looks really good and didn't see anything that needed touching up. haha. i was like crap! because i can't really see my back i couldn't tell beforehand if anything needed ( Read more... )

so i'm sure i'll be dead before summer ends. why's that you ask? because i seem to hurt myself at work every day. yesterday i dropped a pallet on my finger trying to help my manager move it. nothing broke. nothing serious. just fucking killed! and today, i was talking to a customer and said "have a good ( Read more... )