I'm giving up my ties to almost everything I thought that was real.. almost everything ( Read more... )

Work, school, placement, family, brian.. sounds like the usual for me but I'm losing it. I can't handle this stress for much longer. If I'm not at work, I'm at school or placement. I try to make time for my family and for Brian but then I don't have time for homework. I've been averaging 3 hours of sleep a night just trying to keep up with ( Read more... )

I have never really felt so alientated yet accepted in my life. Until now, my sexuality has never been an issue. My parents dont have a problem with gay people, although they don't necessarily agree with the life. My parents don't know I'm bisexual but if I told them I was I don't think they'd really ostracize me ( Read more... )

doesn't anybody want to take another shot at me? go ahead, the gun's loaded and the bullets are for free.

Wow.. so I was walking down Lakeshore Boulevard and a total stranger commented on how tired I look. I mean, I am tired, exhausted, but does it show that much? I work too much and don't spend enough time just relaxing. I can't remember the last time I actually got to sleep in til noon.. must have been in August or July, if not earlier ( Read more... )

I am absolutely starving right now. And Sue gave me a 50 dollar bill that I can't use on campus. GAHHH am so starving right now ( Read more... )

what a crappy day. honestly. my shoulder is killing me, i dont exist, i want a nap, i still have a paper to write and ppl in the lab are pissing me off in a big way. am so grouchy. i'd skip humanities if i didnt have a quiz. after quiz, straight to work til 10, then come home and finish paper.

it never ends, does it?

apparently i don't exist anymore. acorrding to two of my teachers. god i hate this fucking school.

grr..

going to do assignments and then a quiz and then work. what a bloody eventful day.

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought ( Read more... )

i feel so productive even though i know i haven't accomplished much.  i'm doing my cover letter for SSW 106 and it's due on wednesday.  i gotta go to class in 20 minutes so i'm just trying to kill time. i figured doing assignments must be worth it, right ( Read more... )