I never blocked Josh from my instant messenger. It was nice seeing him sign in and out so that I could know that he was still alive (he threatened to commit suicide a lot ( Read more... )

I realized that you can disappear as completely from me as I disappeared from you. And I miss you. And I want you. I'm sitting up crying in the middle of the night because I want to call you so bad. But I know that it is right for me to continue to not contact you. Our relationship was unhealthy, and in the end we were incompatible. Its funny how ( Read more... )