Of the many juice boxes i have lining my desk, i think i like the deformed green one to the right...it's just more fun. After eating a Bazillion chicken fingers i've come to one conclusion...God is awesome, of course after everything i do that just seems to pop up so it's not much different, he can't help that he's amazing...With that i just want ( Read more... )

I feel alone as i watch the cold creep in through my
open window facing the empty damp parking lot.
Gods warmth takes hold of me as i begin to drift off
into a state of self pity.
You have no reason to feel alone he says to me, i am
always with you. I see the beauty in the cold and wet
earth that lay before me, he made it all.

In the spirit of Valentines day i've decided to make a special entry to celebrate...that would be nice right? If i liked valentines day or had someone to spend it with i might just do that, or maybe i wouldn't be on here at all cause i'd be off with the guy i loved right? I'm so happy for all of my friends that have boyfriends and are leaving " ( Read more... )

I have now been sick for like a month...i had a sinus infection which lasted for a little over two weeks cause i didn't treat it. Then i got the stomach flu while still sinusy...then from laying in bed for a few days nauseated, dizzy, and in pain i now have Bronchitis. It's alot of fun, really...you guys should try it, i'd be willing to help you ( Read more... )

I've made so many changes in my life the past few days that no one even knows about...it's nice having my own intimate relationship with God, i never knew i could really have that, but like i said, changes are taking place. I plan on being a totally different person, the person God wants me to be...i've wasted 19 years of my life not living for him ( Read more... )

So, i put in my two weeks notice at Applebees...15 min later i'm more comfy around everyone than i have been the whole time, and i'm actually having fun. That sucks...but it was just one night so...Me and this girl Danielle had a knock down drag out fight cause she's dumb and brings her drama to work with her instead of her work ethic. And it was ( Read more... )

I'm still sick...upside is that the mucus fills my stomach so i'm not as hungry all the time, downside is that i haven't slept in a few days for lack of breathing...making me a little antsy, like my fist wants to fly up and punch every costumer that comes in to Applebees...but no biggie. Power close tonight...so i didn't get cut till close,NO YOU ( Read more... )

I am so annoyed right now...or furious or something along those lines. I'm sick, i'm tired, and i'm pretty sure my friends just blew me off(not all of them, just a few). So i like this guy(lets call him guy A), he's pretty cool...then a guy(he'll be guy B) i used to like starts to take interest in me, but i hang out with the other guy-A more and ( Read more... )

So, in response to mindi's last comment and whoever else has been worried about me lately or hasn't been worried just thinking i was getting to be more "cool"(if you think that's what i was)I'm back...to reality i mean(talking to mindi), i realize i've been stupid, i've been spiraling downward since i moved into my apartment(which is what we all ( Read more... )

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