So many things to say, so little patience to type it :) It's none of your business anyway, it's been fun...but that doesn't mean it was right. I've changed for the bad then for the good and now i'm struggling to keep it that way, i'm not sure what God is trying to tell me but whatever it is i'm ready and willing. I'm in a very good mood today, ( Read more... )

Ok, so i've been working non-stop...which i really don't mind anymore, i've gotten comfy there and i'm friends with alot of the ppl. I think i am going to start serving because i need more money than a hostess gets. Anyway, school is almost out for christmas break...i've written a few papers had a few tests and have some more finals next week, but ( Read more... )

So, it's come to my attention that i've been looking too hard for Mr. right(thank you kristi). I think i'm just going to stop looking and let God bring him to me in his perfect time and perfect way...no use getting my hopes up and then crushed when "my" plans don't work out. I'll let him come to me and see what happens. All guys are jerks, i'll ( Read more... )

All i have to say is AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! which is a happy ahh by the way...too happy for words. Hee hee :) Thank you Lord for your wonderful amazing mysterious ways!

Ok, just to clarify...do you guys think i'm a control freak? I'm really not, maybe i used to be...but i've changed, i've become much more of a soft hearted person and i believe in a relationship it should be equal...no one in control. I'm sorry if i have ever come across as controlling to anyone, but please don't pass your opinion off to others... ( Read more... )

God is amazing in how he works things out...i'm not sure what he's working on for me right now, but i have faith it will be awesome. I almost messed up with something this weekend, but luckily it didn't happen and i'm so glad...i'm not even going to think about it anymore cause i dont' want that to become a part of my life. This weekend was ok...i ( Read more... )

Having the Holy Spirit's voice in my heart is really a gift from God, he makes me strive to be a better person...to glorify God with every aspect of my life and yet lately i haven't been doing that. I've been neglecting my time with God, disappointing him with every decision i make, and for those of you i have dragged in with me i am truly sorry. I ( Read more... )

So friday night at work sucked...it was slow, and i had to stay until 12...so i called my little kourtnee, and she informs me that she and my brother are going dancing, and i was like hello, i'm coming too. So i take them to deja groove. It was kourtnee's first time dancing and might i say she is so hott ;)I can't believe it closes at 3, i've only ( Read more... )

So, i was prepared to make a pretty long entry...i have alot of stuff to vent, then i realize that most of it i don't want other ppl. to know about. It's not bad or anything, just confusing i guess...i need some answers but the ppl. i need them from don't seem ready to provide them. It seems like i would hate ppl. that are hard to read, but it's ( Read more... )