This week has been soo good! I've been happy for the first time in soo long. My friend James came back Wed. I havent seen him in soo long i didnt even realize I missed him until i talked to him and gave him a hug. Its kinda amazing how good a good hug can feel. Elton has stopped hounding me with calls, but yesterday he just popped up at my house to ( Read more... )

This dance was sooo boring. Two other people had my dress. They were kinda different, but arghhh no one ever wants that to happen right? I walked in with Kristy cuz i drove her there, then i met some people and she went her way and then we all took the leadership pic and i talked to a few of my friends, but they ALL had dates, so I met up with ( Read more... )

Today after trying to make time stand still, i finally got outta bed and faced another obstacle. I had to figure out if i wanted to wear my hair curly or straight. I decided to wear it straight and well, it was a challenge. After i washed it, i started to dry it and realized that i had nothing in it so i had to start over again. ughhh..then i had ( Read more... )

I know who my REAL friends are. thats what i woulda said at the beginning of the year but this year has brought about new challenges, most good but some have made me realize that I can depend on noone but myself. Everyone sees that something is wrong and yeah, something is wrong, but its nothing i can put my finger on and its nothing that anyone ( Read more... )

I read this in the paper new years day and it describes how i should live my life and view it...now if only i can listen:

JUST FOR TODAY I will live through this day only. I will not brood about yesterday or obsess about tomorrow. I will not set far-reaching goals or try to overcome all my problems at once. I know that I can do something for 24 ( Read more... )

I got my dress today! yay! its really.....well...you'll see on Jan 17. nothing till then. haha

I had the hardest time finding a dress and i tried on at least 15 and only one fit. I guess it was "My" dress, but I really wanted the other ones too. oh well..

Hey nik/laura/david someone call me when yall have solid plans for tomorrow night

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It is time to take a serious look at our involvement there ( Read more... )

i go from hate to love all in one day ( Read more... )

Since when did all these people join lj? Woah.. all kinda non-real.

Oh Well..new journal for a new year
I just got done cleaning out all the old crap and craziness of my past years and am now starting a new phase and maybe I wont be as much of a witch as everyone sees me as being. no promises though.

**note to self-no red dresses for winter