Everything seems to be running smooth just lately. I figured instead of angry posts I would post something positive. I did well on my grades in school. Yipeeeee. I was not sure if I would make decent grades because of that one ass hole teacher, but all is well. I ended up with a 3.5 this semester, and I do not have to retake that stupid class ( Read more... )

Yeah fucking shit is right. What the hell is going on inside of my head. I go through these changes all the time. Just when things were going to fall in to place wooooooo there they go. Yeah thats what i thought. That is some fucking shit. Blah. Rawhhhhh.....sick. Yeah. What a fucking idiot. Maybe i deserve it. I guess I am just a ( Read more... )

Well I am depressed as usual. I feel all alone. Kind of feels like last semester and the semester before that and before that. Loneliness always has its way of finding me. Jesus I am depressed. I am not heatly either. I go and I freak work my ass off by not eating bad things and eating good things and eating less and I work out like a ( Read more... )

Well I am depressed as usual. I feel all alone. Kind of feels like last semester and the semester before that and before that. Loneliness always has its way of finding me. Jesus I am depressed. I am not heatly either. I go and I freak work my ass off by not eating bad things and eating good things and eating less and I work out like a ( Read more... )

Today is my frist day back to college. Did it ever blow or what ( Read more... )

I am not doing much right now. I am not motivated or inspired or whatever to write any poetry tonight. I actually thought of some but I can't remember it now. I have been the biggest bumb today and I am going to continue on that path. What a great day. I kind of wish I could do this for a few more days but I only have until Sunday then its ( Read more... )

I wish I could feel apathetic toward you but I can't ( Read more... )

I try so hard time and time again to do everything I can for you ( Read more... )

Demons demand my presents in there lair of greediness ( Read more... )

Swinging through time like a neverending machine ( Read more... )