Today was a good day for music. I bought some very new stuff and some kinda older stuff. Silversun Pickups being the new and Steve Vai being the old. Silversun turned out to be pretty sweet. It reminds me of The Strokes... but a bit more serious and epic. I enjoyed that for sure. Steve Vai is a funny political album, but some songs are ( Read more... )

Returning to LJ :-D

It's been over a year since I last posted. I read every entry I've posted, and I have to say that I've come a very, very long way. I'm glad for that fact. I'm also glad that I'm still talking to a good friend that introduced me to this website. She's a good reason that I'm stronger now. The walls aren't broken down and the ( Read more... )

Time won't stop for me.
It just keeps on rolling, crushing me in it's path.
But I grow stronger with every broken bone.
I am becoming what time forces upon me.

So... today wasn't all that great. I felt like everyone was against me, and at the same time I didn't care all that much. I kinda want school to hurry up and end. For what reason, I do not know ( Read more... )

Beautiful.

Held out over a canyon.
Beauty creeping from every crevice upon the floor.
Dropped.
Air sharp as needles.
Skin peeled back.
Chest disintegrated.

Heart still intact.

I'm sorta homesick. I'm very bored. I'm extremely pissed off at someone.

And all at the same time, I'm wishful and excited... I think.

Why is it that I can be happy one moment, then the next I'm moved to tears? Why is my vulnerable heart torn so quickly and sewn at the same rate? How is it that sometimes everyone in the world feels like my best friend, then the very next day I feel alone, as if everyone was dead but me?

Why can't I just be happy?

I imagine things evaporate just as I reach my hand out toward them ( Read more... )

Hmm ( Read more... )