people know all about giving advice.
people know all about telling you what to do, telling you whats in your best intrests.
people think that you wont do something just because they told you not to.
people think theyre more important.
people think they know all the answers, always think theyre the ones thats right.

but they dont know shit about

i am finally out and about again. i just cannot do the things i used to love without caution like dance, ride my bike, run, etc.

today at cup a joe i found out my big sister is in a coma. i dont want her to die.

but i wish i could.

LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, I HAVE BRAIN EATING PARASITES ( Read more... )

ugh...another fever streak. this time they think its mono. someone PLEASE kill me. its been 102 for the past 2 days and ana swears up and down its mono. i havent left the house since friday. im praying its just a prolonged hangover from ginas party.

so please, leave something nice for me to look at when i come back to the lj.

i hate being alive.

we've been institutionalized, cut our wrists, jumped off of buildings, OD'd on smack, ate too much sleeping pills, attemped self inflicted hangings, drank bleach, went haywire with our meds, did a few too many lines of coke,took bullets and ran into oncoming traffic and somehow we just kept living.

and i dont fucking get it.

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damn..,someone stole my bike, (ill miss you clyde) a friend, or someone i thought was a friend, fucked me over, and i lost a pack of cigarettes. all in one day. i need you all to do me one favor ( Read more... )

ugh...why the fuck do you wait around for something you need...for 3 goddman months, no less...just to have some knucklehead steal it from you? i swear i am going back to NY. i fucking hate this place.

i just got back from the source of all my unhappiness (wilmington nc) i was able to see a few friends which was cool, and hung out with the fam and the kids. i am glad to be back in raleigh. the first place i went to was sadlacks where i got my mandatory GBLT sandwich with root beer. i finally got my messenger bag!! its really cool. ugh i HATE ( Read more... )

LJ Interests meme results

1. black liberation:
   my parents were Black Panthers. im getting a tattoo of Angela Malcolm and Huey across the back. My first son will be named Garvey.
2. computers:
   duh.
3. dumpster diving:
   no food like free food.
4. hot hot heat:
   i liked them a long time ago. thier old stuff is hot
5. kill rock stars:
   mmmm..bikini kill, stereo total, ( Read more... )