last night i saw the first good show that wasnt in someones house or at the cats cradle ( Read more... )

My poor Melissa gets sick the day before i come home. godammit.

i've been "tagged ( Read more... )

ive been popping pills all night. i took 3 perkocets and soaked in the bathtub while my sister scrubbed my back. i heard her oxygen machine in the living room over the splashing water...now i am in a darvocet/perkocet/vertigo pills induced haze about to go to sleep. my nephew stole my moms car and his moms credit card in the middle of the night and ( Read more... )

i'm going to go crazy ( Read more... )

ahhhh ( Read more... )

my entire family knows that i am gay.

oh my god.

ugh. i am in wilmington now for an indefinate amount of time. these screaming kids, my screaming parents and my aching muscles ( Read more... )

last night beth melissa and i cuddled and went to sleep. i like beth. we need to hang out more often! anyway my mom called me and told me ( Read more... )

today i went to my first narcotics anonymous meeting with peter. it was a very scary, frightening, yet chilling experience. it was scary being in a room full of people who were at least 10 years older than me, but they were very nice. it was kind of like in the movies where people go like "my name is ***** and i'm an addict." it took every bit of ( Read more... )