the show (magrudergrind/i object/black ss/shapeshifter) show was fuckin AMAZING. it was the best show the thrashatorium ever had. there was oodles of beautiful women as well as dozens of fabulous boys. i worked from 8-4 today....but i got paid! and im gettin that damn bike! melissa is home now and we are going shopping at target with our gift cards ( Read more... )

hey i got a job now...i work at lilys pizza. come and see me sometime ( Read more... )

its almost Kwanzaa time ( Read more... )

sometimes i wake up and i hate myself. this morning when me and meissa woke up i wished i was in NYC somewhere, that way jumping wouldnt be a problem. neither would oncoming traffic. i want to leave or dissapear or something. man...this whole X-mas thing is making me more and more depressed. i just fucking wish i was away from all these people, i ( Read more... )

all my friends are sick. i cant believe xmas or whatever is next weekend. dammit.

i am bidding on this bike on ebay and i am so gonna win...not like last time that some pice of shit tried to sell a lame ass bike that i didnt even like the design of for $1000 ( Read more... )

it has been a while. mainly i have been doing nothing except hanging out with my 3 girls meagan melissa and melanie. there is a kid here at megans house right now. i spent the weekend in new orleans...it was crazy. it was really grim yet you still feel the peoples hope. i enjoyed myself but not as much as the 11 hour day i spent at a church for a ( Read more... )

every few months or so i wake up in the bed of a dear friend without knowing how i got there. im having a hard time recalling what happened the night before but its not really worth the headache. my friend will proceed to get dressed and call her girlfriend and i will call mine, only mine doesnt answer. during the walk down the street to cup a joe ( Read more... )

i have been spending almost all of my time either with melanie or melissa. i love melanie like a sister and we get toxic together. i wont be surprised when i need to knock a niggas teeth out for saying the wrong thing to her ( Read more... )

i was asked to do 10 more wierd and random facts about me by a good friend of mine. so here you go ( Read more... )