i hate confrontations. they are just so stressful. i try to avoid at all costs, but sometimes, like just now, stupidity tricks me in to confronting people. god i hate mistakes.

dont worry, i will help you fix you. i will sooth you into a new, better person more able deal with the world. by the time you and i are through you will wonder "how could i have ever been so foolish", when we are finished the feeling of enlightenment will surge through your body and wont be able to control yourself from trying to spread your new ( Read more... )

from recent conversations i have realized that all these judgments and all this drama stems to one person. well only directly to one person. a manipulative person, who in there anger said a few things they should not have said. yes, who is this person? you can figure it out ( Read more... )

the future is uncertain and the end is always near. i today i recieved the most tempting spam email i have seen in a long time. it was offering free oreos. damn they sounded good. i love oreos and milk. i really did wake up this morning and have a beer, the doors inspired me. wouldnt it be nice to be crazy, because then you you wouldnt have to ( Read more... )

i definantly like jack more than jim, but jim will do for now. i had almost forgoten what a high ball tastes like, but now i remember, like whisky.i made your cd karen. i decided that i am a little anti-social. it came to me while i was sitting on my window sill thinking. i cant wait for memorial day, what about you?

i went to school.some kids some how found out about osfm. the wanted to watch it but i have no copies. school is the same old place but harder with calculus ( Read more... )

today i became oriented at my new school. i hope my classes are easy. freshmen, and people in general, annoy the shit out of me. those fucking idiots. the hot chic from chic state who handed out the books, though, was hot. i want to shop at food max, but they make you bag your own groceris. that is bull shit. i didnt bag groceries all summer just ( Read more... )

im going to get you, little mousie. when the mouse eats the almund butter i will sneak around the side of the house and kill it. it is a big mouse so dont feel bad for it. my gn is loaded and im ready to rock.

last night i was bullied into going on a youth group trip and it reminded me of why i dont go on youth group trips. these california look a little funny but they seem alright ( Read more... )

the way i see it cigaretes and beer just go together and thats all there is to it. budwieser is a great beer, but definantly not the king of beers. the water of beers suits it a little better. i want to know which bastard changed my email password. its still not funny guys.