I can't stand being alone. I need freinds to tell me I am good and look special. I cry almost everyday. I am truly afraid I am capable of something sinister and cruel. I feel empty in almost every single relationship I have ever had. This includes family, freinds, neighbors, and my relationship with myself. I am afraid of having no worth. I need worth I crave it more then I crave life itself. And on a light note I think I may have picked up the awful habit of smoking cigerettes.
Sex? Now? *whines incessantly* Maybe I should be nicer. Better. But then.. *shrugs* Why bother? They're not any happier, really. I must remember to trust my initial impressions more, for on almost all occasions I am right.
Well, if you don't want to then you don't want to. Although my only perspective is from that of a virgin..that rather wants to.
Old Chinese saying: You can make a sweeter (nicer?) fortune cookie but it's still a fortune cookie. Point? You can be nicer..better, but you're still you..a you that doesn't want to have sex right then.
Ah..so you have that gift, eh? My first impressions are usually 50% right (accurate?).
I do so love in jokes. But anyways. You said something about something and completely confused me. In a reply post. I didn't get it. It linked to here. I think I missed something...
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Old Chinese saying: You can make a sweeter (nicer?) fortune cookie but it's still a fortune cookie. Point? You can be nicer..better, but you're still you..a you that doesn't want to have sex right then.
Ah..so you have that gift, eh? My first impressions are usually 50% right (accurate?).
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