As soon as you assume, stuff comes up.

I feel so separated from everyone. I see a plethora of friends almost daily and yet I feel alone. Something about this isn't right. Why can't I keep my eyes open to the love and good humor that is surrounding me from all those I know. Alas, 'tis who I am.

That'll change.

"It's been a while".........

It might be again.

I'm thinking i might just leave LJ. I have no use for it. I have outlets and feel close enough to my friends that if i need, i can call to spew. I don't think it is any longer a necessary out for me.

1. Have you been happy with your decision to attend Alma? What causes this happiness ( Read more... )

I am surrounded by my own disappointment. I find it in myself, in my school work, and in my friends. There are only a few (1 or 2 maybe) at home that have dissapointed me. However, the people up here that i would once call my closest friends I'm not sure if i should anymore. I thought i was with them, that we were all together and enjoying the ( Read more... )

Thank you to all those people who wished upon me. There were a few who were early, a bunch on the day, and as for the rest i'm not sure ( Read more... )

It has happened again. While working on something boring and school related i had a moment of shear creativity.   It was glorious and it was for a very special someone ( Read more... )

Ode to the Nice Guys ( Read more... )

I cried.

Not a tear, but a sobbing, snotty river.

It was amazing.

I feel like a new person.

Today is good but i miss you all. Anyone reading this and others who won't.

Life breaks us, we are stronger at those breaks. Those who it doesn't break, it kills.

I am dissapointed.

In friends, family, and self.

there is a small hadnful of people that make me happy and i'm not one of them right now.

No one said life was easy. But they sure as hell never said it was this hard either.

Imagine a society where bodily functions (mainly noises) are not only accepted, but also a status "symbol ( Read more... )