I totally forgot about this thing. Life update ( Read more... )

The night I met her, kicks to the back of the head, Pillow Fights, That first nervous kiss, movie nights, 50 First Dates, Super Troopers, knee bruises, JT's bed, the long drive home, Mark behind us on his motorcycle blinding me, blockbuster; keeping her warm, Her being the last person who saw me when I left, Her keeping me there longer than ( Read more... )

Its so funny that some things seem to work out for me and when one thing falls out of place a million things follow...
*sigh*

Nice Guys Finish Last...always

10 days...
10 days till i'm so happy I can't contain it, I can't wait. These 10 days better go by so quick...

18 more days until I am more happier than I have been since the end of December. Mara means a lot to me and I can't wait...

Since my last update a lot of shit has gone down, here I go ( Read more... )

ok so I still have insomnia just like last year, but its because my consience was eating me up. I had to get some things offa my chest. So I did, I talked to her, well kinda I was drunk, but it gave me the confidence to do so. I still feel bad, like real bad. It sucks, but theres nothing I can really do about it. I'm gonna be here in Iowa for a ( Read more... )

So I never update this anymore, I don't know why. I just deal with my problems without venting anymore, and I try and avoid any and all drama(though I have caused some myself) but all is well in the great state of Iowa...

Now I just wish it would snow some more before spring comes...

So everybodys on break, and i'm stuck here. Its not all that bad, but the thing that sucks is that nobody is on my floor. And I just don't wana talk anymore...

Its gonna be a long Christmas...

I am confused with everything that has been going on for the past couple days, I think this is what a mental breakdown feels like...