why is everything falling apart?
am I being to dramatic?
I think my english teacher hates me,
she does everything in her power
to make my papers less than what they are.
We had an assignment to describe
something of ours, a place.
She told me that...
"don't assume everyones looks like that"
excuse you? this is about me, not you.
somehow I'm doing good in my ( Read more... )

I hate bitching
for some reason it makes me feel
less...
apparently I can't so anything right
or say anything right.
I'm so tired of this, I thought it was over.
One more year and I'll be out
I was afraid of the future before
but now I'm welcoming it with open arms.

one.

more.

year.

For english press 1

I've forgotten how much I love guard.
I was just thinking of not even doing it
my first audition was today...
Dean and I have a pretty good chance
the girls from plymouth don't live up to the name.

press #

Things have been pretty good.
Espicially art wise, I never thought I'd get better
my photogrpahy is better than ever.
You tell me.

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I am my biggest critic.
this madness will be done after tomorrow.
Then chicago for the weekend.

p.s. you're going to get cought.
you're not a minor anymore.
you're setting yourself up.

things that I love:
.
being sharchastic
not being able to spell
being my biggest critc
the love of my llife
bernard my teddy bear
photography
cameras and more cameras
darkrooms
paint
brushes
pencils
ipod
headphones
cellphones
cd's
being able to drive
making money
picture frames
chapstick
friends
.
things that I don't like:
.
not being included
inviting myself
being forgotten
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People are growing distant. I don't think I like it. But there's nothing I can do to stop it, it was boud to happen sometime. I had a slight feeling when I got into it that it wouldn't last forever. But I guess as people grow older and more or less mature they change. Who they are and who they decide to be around. I guess I'm accepting it. I've ( Read more... )

So I had to rake leaves today for this lady, and her damn neighbor has this huge ass tree and al it's damn leaves blow into her yard I was outside raking and hauling leaves to the curb until 7 tonight I started around 4. And I had this leaf blower thing that helps alot. But still. And I still don't know how much I'm getting paid for all of it ( Read more... )

Why am I so afraid of saying what's on my mind?
Why am I so afraid of retaliation? 
I don't even know how to say this.

You woud be amazed how much the little things you do tear just a little ( Read more... )

why does it always have to rain at practice? seriously right at six it started raining w-t-f. I love this time of year but come on now. The detroit trip for art turned out to be more lame than expected. the museum had the entire modern art section closed off, that's basicly all I wanted to see. Oh well I got starbucks out of it so it's okay ( Read more... )

no seriously I am... and I will ( Read more... )