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The rumors are true. I have, in fact, abandoned livejournal from myspace. I thought it was a one night stand, but it has turned into an affair. I'm sorry, live journal,it's not you, it's me.

www.myspace.com/dragonfliinajar

If you go, sign me up as a friend. Gracious.

( yeah, i highlight the important parts, but the whole song rocks my socks )

Life has been basically the same.  I'm happy.  I'm sad.  I just am.  School.  Drivers Ed.  Therapy.  work.  Mom time.  Not a lot of hang out with friends stuff but i think i'm realizing that some things are more important than that.  like money.  and college.  and mental health.  i miss you guys though and i miss the guys and gals at study and ( Read more... )

Alright,as promised here's a bit of a metaphorical aspect of my life but i must warn you, that i didn't actually write ths out before hand and i have thirteen minuets left online (i hate parents....) but here it goes anyways ( Read more... )

Alright, alright. i'm going to write tonight and make a real update tomorrow about what's going on in Christal-land. here is some stuff to keep you entertained in the meantime ( Read more... )

"Coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all

It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss
It was only a kiss

Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag

Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And its all in my head
But she' ( Read more... )

Weekend Accomplishments Are As Follows ( Read more... )

You know something that's been really bugging me lately? the silence. how noone can say how they really feel. how were all so scared. and i'm not even talking about people being honest with me. that's thier problem. i'm talking about me being honest to other people. me being honest about how i feel. me being able to tell other people what i ( Read more... )

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so, you find new friends. people move on. you stop talking to the old ones. they kinda get left behind in the dust. it's kinda hard to breath in the dust. life is not-so-good.