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forty
What song makes you...
...dance?: I'm blue dabededabeda
...cry?: Boulevard Of Broken Dreams-Greenday
...laugh?: Fish Heads
...want to do something spontaneous?: Party Like A Rock Star
...want to throw something?: Anything by Three Days Grace
...want to die?: Omega by Stone Sour
...think?: Overthinking-Relient K
...miss someone?: Anything by Yellowcard
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thirty-nine
I'm doing better. I'm usually joking this line or bullshitting this entry but i'm actually not. Once you crash, the world goes quiet. the voices have all stopped. Sure, things still do suck. my stepmom's a bitch. my Dad's and idiot. he tries but then my stepmom gets to him and turns him. guys are still confusing. the one i really like has ( Read more... ) -
thirty-eight
TEN random things about me ( Read more... ) -
thirty-seven
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thirty-six
"We sat upon your bed ( Read more... ) -
thirty-five
This is NOT a woe-is-me entry. This is me turning a page. this is me moving on. this is me letting go of all of the people and things hurting me right now. this is me trying to be happier for myself because I'm slipping and i don't want to go back. this is me riding myself of all temptation because right now i'm really close and can't risk ( Read more... ) -
thirty-four
"SHE NEVERS MENTIONS THE WORD ADDICTION ( Read more... ) -
thirty-three
insert new guy. i guess his name is Mike and he's from long island. i say guess because his sn has been on my buddylist forever but he's always away when i'm on and i just started talking to him, i guess Sunday. it's wierd because my name was on his buddylist too, but we can't figure out how we know eachother. And i only have 35 buddies so you ( Read more... ) -
thirty-two
Switch. So, i lied. i realize how dangerous this is. I can feel myself slipping but they don't understand. Even as i script these words i am medicating myself. I need this. The smooth ball point pen on blue lined paper. the high off of ink. the steady typing of keys into the blank space of this journal. All of this wrapped into bite sized ( Read more... )
