I feel like myself again, sort of anyway. I've been leaving my cell phone at home when I go out. I must say I feel rather relieved about it. Something about caring that phone in my pocket makes me feel so anxious. I have a lot of time on my hands now and I have a lot of different projects in my mind that I could begin, never finish, and begin ( Read more... )

I am battling between my two selves...one which is wise and strong and the ( Read more... )

Ah, we all need this heartache don't we? For that I should be grateful, because I've had my share of heartache over you.

Once, a long time ago, the earth, the sun, and the water were all one. In fact, the entire universe was squeezed tight into a ball that fit perfectly into the palm of your hand. Things went on this way for many eternities, until a part of the whole decided it would be nice to look upon itself from a different point of view. So it gathered up a ( Read more... )

For those of you who know me, you can contest to the fact that I am not shy ...yet, sometimes, especially lately, I meet someone who makes me feel overwhelmingly nervous. How akward one acts when they are are anxious! I'm really not sure I like this new found shyness... I've always just felt so sure of myself and I've always enjoyed the fact that ( Read more... )

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I slept quite fitfully last night. It seemed that I would begin to bridge the gap to dream world, finally submerge myself into the wonderful creations of my mind...then something would rip me back into my bedroom, chuckle, and sneak off before I had a chance to look at it ( Read more... )

i have been facing much adversity, lately, in many of my relations, and when disappointment and discouragement becomes so common, a natural hypersensitivity to kindness develops. no real reason for pointing that out, other than it seemed noteworthy ( Read more... )

I'm not feeling very well and I have to go to work and get carts from outside. I try not to hate my job and it's usually easy because it's pretty cool were I work, but it's hard on days like this. People act like you don't even exist when you go outside and I swear one lady tried to hit me the day before last. She stared right at me and pressed ( Read more... )

I shaved my head...just cut that whole mess right off