how easy it is to fall back into the same patterns of my past.

it may be fake happiness.
and it may only last for short times.
but it will always be around.
unlike people.

im at the point where i can't do anything. everytime i have a spare second to think to myself, i just seem to find myself thinking about my past. About how much better it seemed to be. Now, I know my life is pretty comfortable and at points I know i'm spoiled. But sometimes it seems like something is missing. I think maybe i need to work on myself ( Read more... )

im going to be a better person.
just wait and see.

<3

it feels nice.
to not have a care in the world.
to feel at peace.

its fucking wonderful.

now

i remember why it was so easy to get into drugs.
i remember why i wanted to do them all the time.
i remember how easy it was to just forget it all.

fuck.

i think i like lj. myspace is worthless. i can bitch here ( Read more... )

i want to vent ( Read more... )

i'm tired of being a pushover.
:/

bad habits never die.
even years later.

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