I'm swimming in uncertainty. I'm not sure what to do. Should I stay or should I go. I know I want to go...but y? my reasons suck. No they don't, they are perfectly valid...your reasons suck. They aren't good enough. This is a decision that I have to make. I'm not a child. Yes I am. But I am old enough to make my own decisions right? Am I? I don't ( Read more... )

How can I show you I love you?...obedience, submission.

Philipeans 2:5-8

I must choose to make my life of no reputation.

John 6:10

He has stripped himself of his diety in the face of all humanity for everyone wants to make him king.

I recieved the guidance...Now I have a plan...Let's cross our fingers and see what happens...

It's been a year since I last cried without any comprehension. I was sitting in the lifeguard stand at work...and I thought about what Sergio said to me. it was an answer to my prayers...and I started crying. I couldn't understand y. Tongight it happened again. I went to a teen worship event with Carlos. We were all on the floor praying. Then ( Read more... )

I'm scared...4 prophesies now...different people...very simialar...the one from last year is what propelled me fwd on my spiritual journey...the others I've gotten over the past two weeks...all similar...and i'm a little nervous, they predict of hard times to come.

I got my dad to go to church today...yay me!!

Yeah...i guess I'm pissed. I don't think I should be...but for some reason I am...it sux.

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So last night was the American Idol party at the Hardrock in bayside....and those of u that watch the news mightve seen me on TV cuz i was soo there...lol. Lu Gary had me and my friends on live TV...Marlene even got an interview. I shook hands with Jordan McKight, singer form New Kids on the Block, and I had my picture taken with Lu Gary. It was ( Read more... )