just when things in cali are getting good, i'm getting ready to leave.
thanks to everyone who made cali good :)

my life isnt bad, but decisions just get harder as life goes on.
the wrong one, and i can't go back.
i can't undecide. and this is IT.

will someone remind me never to complain ever again.
i know i shouldnt, but still... every once in a while.. like everyday, i complain again.
and whats so wrong w/ my life... oh right: NOTHING!!!!!!
so... yah, if you catch me complaining, remind me its not a big deal. that the people i'm complaining to have it worse off!

i hate girls
i hate drama.
same thing!

ps live the fourth!

when i was little, i'd see you almost everyday ( Read more... )

...trying isn't making me feel any better ( Read more... )

-get stuff together for Italy ( Read more... )

thank you everyone, for making the last 5 days of my life absolutely amazing.
To emmaus peeps, I love you all.
to cheer, wow, i don't even know where i'd be w/o all of you.. and I mean ALL of you, even if you think i'm not talking to you.

sometimes just the idea of talking to a certain person is enough.
enough to make me happy.
to get it off my chest.
enough that i don't have to cry any more.
I don't even know if you know that i'm talking about you
but thanks

wow, life's a lil surreal right now.
everything is coming to an end, or just beginning
and i can't stop thinking about the fact that i will never have THIS again.
And because i can't stop thinking about it, i surely can't do hw (concentration is nonexistent)
well, i love you all... just so you know