i have four holes in my bedroom wall. they were punched in by my ex. he owes our house alot of money ( Read more... )

i really do not want to give a summary of my life right now. i just want to write. i want to write out my confusion, my frustration, my emotion, and lack there of ( Read more... )

ok, i have a boyfriend. yes, megan has a REAL boyfriend. and no list of 5 anymore... its kinda funny. no one ever thought it would happen and here i am in this relationship that took less that 30 minutes to become the most comforatble, fun, happy, and well just plain good situation with a boy that i have been in since noah ( Read more... )

its not fair
ITS NOT FAIR
ITS NOT FAIR
ITS NOT FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

keep doug in your prayers...
keep stephen in your prayers...
keep the family in your prayers...
keep the families in your prayers...

but its still not fair!

only friends family and God will help

new list ( Read more... )

so we had a party last night ( Read more... )

1. damn ( Read more... )

so me and tyler are who knows what... dating... seeing other people... hooking up... i dont even know... but whatever we are we said we would be upset if we heard we had hooked up with anyone else from Coral or let alone anyone else... and what did i find out yesterday... he has been taking this girl april out... AWESOME ( Read more... )

i'm in such a great mood right now. its hard to remember what i wanted to write ( Read more... )

so ben likes someother girl. he wants to have sex with her. he told me. and i cried. why? WHY THE FUCK AM I CRYING ( Read more... )