and there comes that moment in the middle of heartache, hope, and excitement that you come to understand, or more like remember, that HE will take care of you. Everything happens for a reason and there is no use in fretting and squirming over it all. People are brought into your life for reasons you can't control and they will affect you in ways ( Read more... )

so all the roomies went downtown tonight but since i am not 21 yet... i stayed home. i fell asleep and just woke up now that they are home... and becca brought me a beer then got in bed... she has to work in 3 hours. poor baby ( Read more... )

just sittin around... not reading. i should be though. but i just cant make myself do it. im pretty tire.
i have nothing to write.
i like a boy. but when do i not. and i guess i dont really like him, i just want him to like me. easy as that.

so. thats about it ( Read more... )

i've lost my power... its gone... something has happened to it. its been gone for about a month now ( Read more... )

its funny how one text message can change your whole entire day. and only 5 words. and from a person you never thought could affect you so much. (in a good way ( Read more... )

you are better than me and i am better than you.

and for that reason, i love you.

and so starts another year of... everything that makes me, me.

you aren't my last piece right now, but one day you will complete me.
im so stupid for you.

well, ya ( Read more... )

i think im on the verge of killing myself. i know i say it alot.. but really. im not a baby anymore (in the sense of i dont want to spend my whole break in visalia) i want to get out... i want to DO something.. not just go to the driving range and not just drive to fresno... but DO something... maybe spend a weekend with some friends in san diego ( Read more... )

do you ever hear a song and connect it with a memory and make it into a movie scene. well i do it all the time, and tonight i heard this song by flicker stick and this random memory that i really NEVER think about until this one song came on (which i had never heard before) and it was such a movie scene from my life as a movie ( Read more... )